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Thank God I Failed

Thank God I Failed

Embracing Failure as an Aspect of Faith

We are taught from a young age to strive for success and avoid failure at all costs. The word “failure” itself can conjure feelings of defeat, inadequacy, and disappointment. It’s a concept we dread, something we hide, and something we desperately try to prevent. Given this deeply ingrained instinct, the idea of being grateful for failure seems, at best, counter-intuitive. Yet, this is precisely the profound and often overlooked truth we must confront: failure is not adversarial to faith; rather, it is an integral aspect of faith itself.

The common perception is that if we have true faith, we will succeed. This perspective positions failure as an enemy, something that undermines our belief. If our prayers go unanswered, or our plans fall apart, it’s easy to feel as though our faith was misplaced or insufficient. However, this belief often stems from a misunderstanding of what faith is. Faith is not a cosmic vending machine that dispenses our desired outcome in exchange for belief. Instead, failure doesn’t invalidate faith; it simply means the story is taking a different, unexpected turn.

How Failure Informs and Strengthens Faith

Instead of weakening our faith, failure can actually be a crucial part of its development and deepening. Faith, like a muscle, grows stronger under strain, not in comfort. When we face setbacks, our faith is tested, and we have the opportunity to reaffirm and deepen it, leading to a more resilient and mature belief. Failures are also our greatest teachers. In a faith context, they can teach us about patience, perseverance, and humility. They strip away our pride and self-reliance, prompting us to recognize our limitations and lean more fully on God’s strength and grace. This humility is where God loves to meet us.

Furthermore, failure is rarely a dead end; it’s often a potential turning point. Our faith traditions are rich with themes of redemption, forgiveness, and new beginnings. Failure is the moment God invites us into spiritual renewal or redirects us onto a different path, guided by His divine hand. True faith isn’t just believing when things are easy; it’s most powerfully demonstrated when we continue to hope and strive despite our failures, trusting that God is still at work.

God Works in All Things

Perhaps the most powerful scripture that underscores this idea is Romans 8:28: “And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.” This verse directly addresses the idea that failure is not adversarial to faith. It implies that even the things we perceive as failures—the setbacks, mistakes, and moments of weakness—are not outside of God’s redemptive work. He doesn’t just work in our successes; He works in all things.

This speaks to the idea that failure is an aspect of faith. For those who love God and are called by His purpose, failures become part of a larger divine plan. In this context, failure isn’t a sign of abandonment but a step, a lesson, or a refining process within the broader journey of faith. It leads to humility, deepens our dependence on God, and fosters growth. This is beautifully echoed in 2 Corinthians 12:9, where Jesus tells Paul, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” God’s power isn’t made perfect in our flawless performance, but precisely in our weakness and our failures.

Biblical Figures Who Failed

The Bible is a raw and honest portrayal of real people with real faith who experienced profound failures. Through their stories, we see how failure was not an adversary but an integral part of their journey.

  • Peter: He was impulsive and often spoke before thinking. His most notable failures include sinking while walking on water (Matthew 14:28-31) and, most famously, denying Jesus three times (Matthew 26:69-75) after boldly declaring his loyalty. Yet, Jesus never gave up on him. After the resurrection, Jesus sought him out, restoring him by asking him, “Do you love me?” three times, a direct reversal of the three denials. Peter went on to become a foundational leader of the early church, and his failures likely humbled him and made him more reliant on God’s grace.
  • King David: Despite being called “a man after God’s own heart,” David committed the grievous sins of adultery with Bathsheba and the murder of her husband, Uriah (2 Samuel 11). This was a profound moral failure. However, when confronted by the prophet Nathan, David immediately repented and poured out his heart in Psalm 51. God, in His mercy, did not revoke David’s kingship, and it was through his lineage that the Messiah came. David’s failures and deep repentance underscore the power of God’s forgiveness and restoration.
  • Moses: The great leader who brought Israel out of Egypt also had significant failures. In his youthful zeal, he killed an Egyptian, leading to forty years of exile (Exodus 2:11-15). Later, he struck the rock instead of speaking to it for water, an act of disobedience that resulted in him being forbidden from entering the Promised Land (Numbers 20:7-12). Despite these failures, Moses remained God’s chosen leader. His time in the wilderness transformed him from an impulsive prince into a humble and patient shepherd. Even though he didn’t enter the Promised Land, he saw it from Mount Nebo and is still considered one of the greatest prophets in Israel’s history. His journey illustrates that God can still use us mightily even when we fall short.

These biblical figures show us that faith isn’t a flawless performance but a dynamic journey that includes missteps, doubts, and outright failures. It is in the aftermath of these failures that genuine faith is often refined, deepened, and proven to be resilient.

Embracing the “Thank God I Failed” Mindset

Failure is an inevitable part of life, but as we’ve seen, it is not an adversary to faith; it is an integral aspect of it. To embrace this mindset, we must first change how we view failure. See each setback not as a condemnation but as a classroom. Don’t hide your failures; instead, allow God to use them for humility and growth. Trust that God is working in all things for your good, even in the mess.

For those discouraged by past failures, find hope in God’s redemptive power promised in Romans 8:28. For those fearing future failures, I encourage you to step out in faith, knowing that God’s grace is sufficient for you, and His power is made perfect in your weakness, as 2 Corinthians 12:9 reminds us. Let us embrace the journey of faith, knowing that even our stumbles can be used by God for His glory and our deepest good. So, yes, we can say with confidence and gratitude, “Thank God I Failed.” For through those failures, His power is made perfect, and our faith is made strong. Amen.

Minding the Master

Minding the Master

In our rapid-fire, demanding world, it’s easy to get caught up in endless to-do lists, urgent tasks, and the constant clamor for our attention. This relentless pace often leaves us feeling overwhelmed, stressed, and anxious. The 21st century, with its continuous connectivity, information overload, and societal pressures, has seen a significant rise in anxiety. From the gnawing financial and economic fears that keep us up at night, to worries about the future of Social Security benefits, the struggle of underemployment, and the dread of health scares, anxiety has become a pervasive undercurrent in modern life. The unsettling reality of environmental abnormalities and the deeply personal pains of singleness or marital problems can compound this burden, sometimes leading to a profound sense of hopelessness. We often find ourselves busy, but are we busy with the right things, or are we simply trying to outrun our anxieties?

Luke 10:38-42 presents a timeless encounter in the home of Martha and Mary, offering a profound lesson on priorities. Jesus visits their home, and their responses reveal two distinct approaches to His presence, one of which is clearlyburdened by anxiety. This passage challenges us to consider what it truly means to “mind the Master”—to prioritize listening to Jesus above all other good, but lesser, things, especially when the anxieties of life threaten to consume us.

Martha’s Distraction:

Martha’s intentions were not just good; they were rooted in deeply ingrained cultural values. In first-century Jewish society, hospitality (Hebrew: hakhnasat orehim) was not merely good manners but a moral institution and a sacred duty. It was considered a great mitzvah (commandment) and an expression of loving-kindness. Hosts were obligated to provide lavishly for guests, offering food, water for washing dusty feet, and shelter. Abraham, for instance, is a biblical paragon of hospitality, eagerly running to meet and serve his unexpected guests (Genesis 18:1-8). The reputation of a household, and even a community, could hinge on its ability to offer generous hospitality. As the likely head of the house, Martha felt the immense weight of this expectation. She was diligent, taking on the responsibility of preparing a significant meal for Jesus and His disciples—a task that would have been physically demanding and time-consuming. This pressure to perform perfectly and meet such high cultural standards became a primary source of her internal worry.

Her service, though noble and culturally expected, became a source of distraction and overwhelming anxiety. The Greek word periespato, translated as “distracted” (Luke 10:40, NIV), literally means to be “pulled or dragged in different directions.” Martha was being pulled by the numerous tasks, the intense pressure to perform perfectly, and the sheer volume of work required for such an important guest. This internal pulling and scattering of her focus directly led to her anxious state. Her anxiety manifested as worry, frustration, and a sense of being overwhelmed. Her complaint to Jesus—”Lord, don’t you care that my sister has left me to do the work by myself? Tell her to help me!” (Luke 10:40, NIV)—reveals not just a desire for assistance, but a deep-seated stress, irritation, and perhaps a feeling of unfairness or unappreciation, all hallmarks of an anxious mind. She was consumed by the “many preparations” (Luke 10:40) and the fear of falling short of her cultural duty.

This narrative highlights how our good intentions and diligent service can sometimes lead us away from what is most important, especially when driven by external pressures or internal perfectionism. Are we so busy for God that we neglect being with God, allowing our actions to be fueled by worry rather than peace? What “many things” distract us and drive our anxiety, preventing us from focusing on the main thing and finding peace in His presence?

Mary’s Devotion:

In stark contrast to Martha, Mary’s posture signifies humility, reverence, and a profound desire to learn. Sitting at Jesus’ feet was the position of a disciple learning from a Rabbi—a role highly unusual for a woman in that cultural context, yet one she embraced wholeheartedly. Her focus was singular: listening intently to the words of Jesus. She understood the unique and precious opportunity before her, choosing to engage with the source of true peace amidst potential chaos. Mary recognized that the presence of Jesus and His teaching was more important than the elaborate preparation of a meal, no matter how necessary it seemed or how much cultural pressure there was. She chose intimacy and spiritual nourishment over practical tasks, finding peace and tranquility in His presence rather than succumbing to the pressure and anxiety of the moment. Her choice reflects a spiritual “mindfulness” that centers on Christ.

What does it look like for us to “sit at Jesus’ feet” in our daily lives, particularly when facing the anxieties of today? It’s about intentional presence that calms our fears, reorients our priorities, and anchors us in a tumultuous world.

“But one thing is necessary,” Jesus declares. “Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her”(Luke 10:42, NIV). This is the core message. Amid many good things, there is one best thing that truly addresses our deepest needs and anxieties. The spiritual nourishment Mary received from Jesus was eternal and lasting, providing a peace that worldly tasks and accomplishments cannot. This peace offers a profound contrast to Martha’s temporary, anxiety-laden efforts. It is the ultimate antidote to the pervasive worry of life.

Jesus’ Gentle Correction: The One Thing Needed for Freedom from Anxiety

Jesus’ response to Martha is tender yet direct: “Martha, Martha,” the Lord answered, “you are worried and upset about many things, but few things are needed—or indeed only one” (Luke 10:41-42, NIV). He sees her heart and her internal struggle, directly naming her anxiety and the burden she carries. He doesn’t condemn her desire to serve, but the worry that has consumed her. He points out that her frantic activity has produced anxiety, suggesting a better way to live free from such burdens by shifting her focus from the overwhelming “many things” to the singular “one thing.”

What is that “one thing” for us? It is our relationship with Jesus, our communion with Him, and our obedience to His word. Everything else flows from this and is the ultimate antidote to our anxieties. We must guard this “good portion”against the demands and distractions of the world, choosing peace over worry.

Choosing to “Mind the Master”

The story of Martha and Mary is not about condemning service, but about prioritizing the source of all service—Jesus Himself—as the ultimate remedy for our anxieties and worries. The title “Minding the Master” encapsulates the core message of Luke 10:38-42. To “mind” means to pay attention to, to obey, to care for, and to be concerned with. It implies a conscious and deliberate focus. In this context, “Minding the Master” means intentionally prioritizing Jesus—His presence, His words, and His will—above all the demands and distractions of life. It means choosing to sit at His feet, to listen to Him, and to allow His peace to govern our hearts, rather than being consumed by the “many things” that lead to anxiety. In truly minding Him, we find freedom from the grip of worry.

In our lives, we will always have “many things” vying for our attention and contributing to our anxiety, from financial strain to health concerns, and societal pressures to personal struggles. The challenge is to discern the “one thing” that is truly necessary and offers lasting peace. Are we truly “minding the Master” by making Him our ultimate priority, allowing His presence to calm our troubled hearts and minds?

Let us take time to be still and listen to Jesus, especially when anxiety mounts. Let us evaluate our daily schedules and identify what distractions steal our focus from Him and feed our anxiety. Let us choose the “good portion” daily—intentional time in His presence, soaking in His word, and allowing His peace to guard our hearts and minds.

Lord, help us to be like Mary, choosing the better part. Deliver us from the anxiety of many things, and draw us into deeper communion with You, the one thing necessary, that we may find true peace in Your presence.

References

* Brown, C. (Ed.). (1976). Dictionary of New Testament Theology. Zondervan. (For periespato)

* Keener, C. S. (1993). The IVP Bible Background Commentary: New Testament. InterVarsity Press. (For cultural context of hospitality and women as disciples)

* Longenecker, R. N. (2016). The Expositor’s Bible Commentary (Revised Edition): Luke. Zondervan Academic. (For general commentary on Luke 10:38-42)

* Strong, J. (2009). Strong’s Exhaustive Concordance of the Bible. Hendrickson Publishers. (For Greek word definitions)

Remember

Remember

When challenges mount and fears loom large in the whirlwind of life, it’s easy to feel adrift, as if we’re facing insurmountable odds alone. The weight of present troubles can obscure our vision, making us forget the very source of our strength and hope. Yet, the ancient words of King David in Psalm 27:1-6 offer a profound antidote to this despair: “Remember.”

David, a man intimately acquainted with adversity – from facing giants and fleeing a jealous king to enduring betrayal and war – begins this psalm not with a lament, but with a resounding declaration of confidence: “The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?” (Psalm 27:1). This isn’t a naive optimism, but a battle-tested faith rooted in memory.

David’s confidence isn’t abstract; it’s grounded in his past experiences. He recalls, “When evildoers came against me to devour my flesh, my foes and my enemies stumbled and fell” (Psalm 27:2). He had seen God’s hand move, time and again, turning the tide against seemingly overwhelming forces. It’s in these moments of divine intervention, these countless deliverances from troubles that seemed impossible to overcome, that we find a powerful testament to God’s existence and His active interaction in our lives.

Think about it: can any person truly navigate the “numerous obstacles” of life – the unexpected illnesses, the crushing losses, the sudden betrayals, the financial ruin – without some form of support? While human support is vital, there are moments when only a divine hand can provide the light in the deepest darkness, the salvation from utter despair, and the stronghold against forces that would otherwise consume us. When we look back at our own lives, at the times we somehow made it through, when a door opened unexpectedly, when peace settled in the midst of chaos, or when strength appeared from nowhere, we are witnessing God’s faithfulness. These are not mere coincidences; they are echoes of His promise, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.”

David’s life was a tapestry woven with such divine interventions. Before he ever wore a crown, as a young shepherd boy, he faced beasts that threatened his flock. He didn’t just survive; he conquered. He remembered how God enabled him to rescue his lambs from the jaws of a lion and a bear (1 Samuel 17:34-37). These weren’t minor skirmishes; they were life-or-death struggles where a shepherd boy, armed with only a staff and sling, triumphed over formidable predators.

And then came the ultimate test: Goliath, the Philistine giant, defying the armies of Israel. While seasoned warriors trembled, young David, fueled by the memory of God’s past faithfulness, stepped forward. He declared, “The Lord who delivered me from the paw of the lion and from the paw of the bear will deliver me from the hand of this Philistine” (1 Samuel 17:37). His victory over Goliath was not merely a physical feat; it was a profound act of faith, born from a deep well of remembered deliverances.

David’s reflection in Psalm 27 was likely not about one isolated occurrence, but about journeying through the halls of his memory, recalling each instance of God’s powerful intervention. This process wasn’t just nostalgic; it was an act of worship. Each recalled victory became a fresh reason to honor God with praise, solidifying his confidence that the God who had been faithful in the past would surely be faithful in the present and future. This constant act of remembering and praising transformed his past struggles into pillars of present strength, allowing him to declare with conviction, “Though an army encamp against me, my heart shall not fear; though war rise up against me, yet I will be confident” (Psalm 27:3).

This divine support is not just about external rescue; it’s also about internal transformation. The Apostle Paul reminds us in 2 Timothy 1:7, “For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.” This verse beautifully complements David’s fearless stance. When we remember God’s faithfulness, we are empowered to overcome the spirit of fear that seeks to paralyze us. We receive a spirit of power, enabling us to face challenges with courage; a spirit of love, allowing us to respond with compassion even in difficult circumstances; and a sound mind, granting us clarity and wisdom when confusion reigns. This inner fortitude is itself a profound deliverance, a testament to God’s ongoing work within us.

It’s tempting to wish away our troubles, to pray for their immediate removal. But some of life’s most profound growth happens not by avoiding the storm, but by learning to lean into it, trusting that God is present and purposeful in the midst of it. David’s psalm isn’t just about escaping trouble; it is about finding God in trouble. His “one thing” was not freedom from enemies, but to “dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord and to inquire in his temple” (Psalm 27:4). He sought intimacy with God despite the surrounding chaos.

When we choose to lean into our trials, when we consciously seek God’s presence and wisdom within the difficulty, we allow Him to refine us. It’s in the crucible of adversity that our faith is tested and strengthened, like gold purified by fire.We learn resilience, patience, and a deeper reliance on God than we ever thought possible. The very things that threaten to break us can, with God’s divine support, become the tools He uses to build us into stronger, more compassionate, and more faithful individuals. We grow not just through the trials, but because of them, as God uses them to shape our character and deepen our understanding of His unwavering faithfulness.

So, when the “army” encamps against you, and “war rises up,” take a moment to pause. Remember. Remember the countless times God has been your light, your salvation, your stronghold. Remember the unseen hand that guided you, the peace that sustained you, the strength that appeared when you had none left. These memories are not just personal anecdotes; they are evidence of a living, interacting God.

Let the spirit of power, love, and a sound mind replace the spirit of fear. And as you lean into the present challenge, trust that the same God who delivered you before is actively working to grow you now. For in remembering His faithfulness, we find not just hope for today, but an unshakeable confidence for all our tomorrows.

In All Thy Ways: Finding God’s Unexpected Path to Healing

In All Thy Ways: Finding God’s Unexpected Path to Healing

We live in a world that often celebrates the grand, the complex, and the highly visible. We strive for success, curate our online personas, and often believe that with enough resources, intelligence, or connections, any problem can be solved. But what happens when we encounter a problem that money can’t buy a solution for, a status can’t overcome, or influence can’t fix?

Our anchor text, 2 Kings 5:1-15, introduces us to Naaman, a man who, by all worldly measures, had it all. He was the commander of the Syrian army, a man of immense stature and success, even credited by the Lord for victories. He was the ancient equivalent of a CEO, a military general, a social media influencer with millions of followers. Yet, beneath the polished exterior, Naaman carried a devastating secret: he was a leper. This incurable disease would eventually lead to isolation, disfigurement, and death. It’s a stark reminder that human achievement, no matter how great, cannot overcome every human limitation.

This brings us to a crucial question: When our greatest strengths fail us, and our biggest problems seem insurmountable, where do we turn for a solution? How does God intervene in such situations?

The Unexpected Messenger of Hope

Naaman’s hope doesn’t come from his king, his advisors, or his vast wealth. It comes from the most improbable source: a young, unnamed Israelite girl, captured in a raid and serving as a slave in his household (2 Kings 5:2-3).

Imagine getting life-changing advice not from a TED Talk speaker or a best-selling author, but from a child, a janitor, or a new immigrant. God delights in using the overlooked, the marginalized, those without a platform, to deliver His most profound messages. This young girl, snatched from her home and forced into servitude by Naaman’s people, could have been consumed by bitterness. Yet, she shows remarkable empathy for her captor, simply stating, “If only my master would see the prophet who is in Samaria! He would cure him of his leprosy.” Her faith wasn’t just a wish; it was a certainty.

In a world saturated with information, misinformation, and skepticism, do we have the courage and conviction of this unnamed girl to speak simply and truthfully about the hope we have in God, even to those who might seem to have everything?

The “App” That Doesn’t Work vs. God’s Simple Command

Naaman, accustomed to power and protocol, takes the “top-down” approach (2 Kings 5:4-5). He goes to his master, the King of Aram, who then writes a letter to the King of Israel. Naaman arrives with immense wealth—a king’s ransom—expecting to buy his healing. How often do we try to “app-ify” our spiritual problems? We seek complex solutions, expensive programs, or influential connections, believing that a “high-level” approach is necessary for a “big” problem. We want a quick fix, a formula, a transaction.

But the King of Israel’s reaction is telling: he tears his clothes in despair. “Am I God, to kill and to make alive?” He recognizes his utter powerlessness in the face of leprosy. This vividly illustrates that no amount of human authority, political power, or technological advancement can solve our deepest, most fundamental spiritual problems. We can build skyscrapers, cure diseases, and connect the world, but we cannot heal a broken spirit or cleanse a sinful heart on our own.

Naaman’s conventional, “top-down” approach has reached its absolute limit. The King of Israel’s helplessness creates a void that only God can fill. This prepares Naaman, and us, for the radical simplicity of God’s true solution, which will come through Elisha. Naaman is about to learn that God’s way is often not about complexity, cost, or prestige, but abouthumble obedience to a seemingly ordinary command, leading to an extraordinary transformation.

In All Thy Ways: Embracing God’s Unexpected Ways to Healing

This narrative powerfully illustrates the timeless wisdom of Proverbs 3:5-6: “Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths.”

Naaman, a man who relied on his own understanding and conventional wisdom, had to learn to trust in the Lord and acknowledge Him “in all his ways.” When Elisha sent a messenger with the simple instruction to “Go and wash in the Jordan seven times” (2 Kings 5:10), Naaman was initially furious. This wasn’t the dramatic, impressive display he expected from a prophet. His pride was wounded, and his expectations of a grand solution were shattered. Yet, it was the humble counsel of his servants that led him to obey this simple, counter-intuitive command.

When he finally humbled himself and dipped seven times in the Jordan, his flesh was restored like the flesh of a little child, and he was clean (2 Kings 5:14). This physical healing was followed by a profound spiritual realization as he declared, “Indeed, now I know that there is no God in all the earth, except in Israel” (2 Kings 5:15).

What “leprosy” (deep, incurable problems) do we face in our lives today – the relentless anxiety, the unshakeable addictions, the brokenness in our relationships, the spiritual emptiness that no amount of “likes” or achievements can fill?

Are we open to God working through unexpected people or simple means, or do we insist on our own “grand” solutions, the latest self-help trend, or the most technologically advanced fix? Are we willing to humble ourselves, set aside our pride and our need for control, and listen to the “little voices” – perhaps a quiet prompting, a simple word from a friend, or a verse from Scripture – that might be pointing us to God’s solution?

The Ultimate Healer: Jesus Christ

Naaman’s physical cleansing foreshadows the far greater spiritual cleansing offered through Jesus Christ. Just as Naaman needed to be washed in the Jordan to cleanse his flesh, we need to be washed by the blood of Jesus to be cleansed from the “leprosy” of sin (Romans 3:23, 6:23).

Like Naaman, who was a Gentile, Jesus’ ministry extended beyond the Jewish people, demonstrating God’s universal love and desire for all to be saved (Luke 4:27, where Jesus himself references Naaman’s healing, emphasizing God’s grace to outsiders). Jesus often healed in simple, unexpected ways, just as Elisha did. He didn’t always perform grand spectacles but often used a touch, a word, or even mud and spit, requiring faith and obedience from those he healed (e.g., the blind man in John 9). His power is not about human showmanship, but divine authority.

The humility Naaman learned is central to following Christ. In our self-sufficient age, we must humble ourselves, acknowledge our profound need for a Savior, and trust in His simple, yet profound, call to faith and repentance. It’s not about what we can do or buy, but about what He has done for us.

In a world that constantly tells us to strive, to achieve, to control, Jesus invites us to surrender. Like Naaman, let us be willing to lay aside our pride and preconceived notions, and embrace God’s often simple, yet powerful, instructions for healing and transformation. Trust that God’s way, revealed ultimately in Jesus Christ, is always the best way to find truecleansing, lasting freedom, and eternal life. Indeed, “In all thy ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct thy paths.”

Willful Faith

Willful Faith

Have you ever found yourself in a state where your emotions feel like a runaway train, and you’re merely a passenger, helpless to control its destructive course? Perhaps it’s anxiety gnawing at your peace, depression casting a long shadow over your days, or a general sense of discouragement that weighs heavily on your spirit. This universal cry of the downcast soul is precisely what the Psalmist captures in Psalm 42. It’s a raw, honest look into the heart of someone experiencing profound distress, not pretending or putting on a brave face, but grappling with a fundamental question. In Psalm 42:5 (NIV), we hear this poignant lament and a profound declaration: “Why, my soul, are you downcast? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God.” This single verse presents an internal struggle, a willful act, and a confident expectation. It introduces us to the concept of “Willful Faith”—not blind optimism or a dismissal of pain, but an active, intentional decision to engage our faith in the midst of struggle, choosing to believe and hope even when it feels unnatural.

The problem, then, is the downcast soul itself. The Psalmist asks, “Why, my soul, are you downcast?” This speaks to a general sadness, a feeling of being weighed down, perhaps by unfulfilled desires, loss, or sheer weariness. But he goes deeper, asking, “Why so disturbed within me?” This implies an inner turmoil, a restless anxiety, an agitation that disrupts peace. It’s the internal wrestling match, a swirl of doubts and fears. It is crucial to recognize and honestly identify these feelings in our own lives, normalizing them as experiences even devout people face. The danger of remaining in this state unchecked is that it can lead to despair, paralysis, bitterness, or even the abandonment of faith. We risk being defined by our feelings rather than by our identity in Christ. The Psalmist, however, makes a crucial move: self-interrogation. He doesn’t merely wallow; he asks why. This active examination of the source of his despair, rather than letting it consume him, is the essential first step in active faith. It is a refusal to passively accept his emotional state.

This leads us to the principle: “Put your hope in God.” This is not a gentle suggestion but a direct command from the Psalmist to his own soul. Herein lies the essence of willful faith—an act of the will, not merely a fleeting emotion. The “hope” spoken of here is not wishful thinking; it is a confident expectation firmly rooted in God’s unchanging character and unfailing promises. It’s based on what God has done and what He will surely do. The object of our hope is critical: “in God.” Not in changing circumstances, not in our own limited strength, not in the fallibility of others, but in God alone. To “put your hope” involves active steps. It means recalling God’s character, reminding ourselves of who He is: faithful, loving, powerful, just, sovereign, and intimately present. It involves remembering God’s past faithfulness, looking back at how He has shown up for us or others in seemingly impossible situations. It means resting on God’s promises found in Scripture—His unwavering care for His children, His provision, and His ultimate victory (Philippians 4:6-7, Romans 8:28). This willful part of faith also requires engaging in spiritual disciplines: crying out to God in prayer, pouring out our hearts; choosing to worship Him even when we don’t feel like it, allowing praise to shift our perspective; immersing ourselves in Scripture, letting God’s word speak truth into our situations; and seeking godly counsel and encouragement within a faith community.

The beautiful outcome of this willful act is the promise: “I will yet praise him.” This is not a present reality for the downcast Psalmist, but a future certainty, born from his resolute decision to hope in God. The word “yet” is profoundly powerful; it signifies that despite the current struggle, there will be a time of praise. It is a statement of faith and defiance against despair. The foundation of this future praise is deeply personal: “My Savior and my God.” He grounds his coming praise in who God is to him. “My Savior” speaks of the one who delivers, redeems, and rescues, pointing ultimately to Jesus Christ as the supreme Savior. “My God” reveals a personal relationship; this is not an abstract deity, but the God who is intimately involved in his life. The fruit of such willful faith is multifaceted: joy can coexist with sorrow, for willful faith doesn’t erase pain, but it allows peace to permeate it. It provides perseverance, the strength to keep going when all we want to do is give up. It grants a renewed perspective, shifting our gaze from our overwhelming problems to the all-powerful Problem-Solver. Ultimately, the goal is not just to feel better, but to truly be able to praise God for His faithfulness, even for guiding us through the darkest valleys.

The journey from a downcast soul to putting hope in God inevitably leads to future praise. Embracing willful faith is a daily, often hourly, choice. It is a spiritual muscle that requires consistent exercise. Crucially, it’s not about mustering strength on our own, but about inviting the Holy Spirit to empower our will to hope in God. So, when your soul feels downcast and disturbed, dare to ask yourself the Psalmist’s question, and then, with intentionality, command your soul: “Put your hope in God!” He is unequivocally worthy of your willful faith. He is faithful, even when our feelings betray us. “May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit” (Romans 15:13).

Wrestling the Unseen 

Wrestling the Unseen 

The ancient city of Ephesus, a bustling hub of commerce and diverse spiritual practices, was no stranger to the shadows of the unseen world. As recorded in the Book of Acts, when the Apostle Paul ministered there, he encountered an unusual and striking amount of demonic activity. This historical backdrop, where spiritual forces overtly manifested, serves as a powerful reminder that our world, even today, is a battleground where unseen powers vie for influence and control. Our struggle, as Ephesians 6:12 declares, “is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.” This passage compels us to acknowledge spiritual warfare’s reality and equip ourselves for the fight.

The Pervasive Reality of Spiritual Conflict

To effectively stand against the devil’s schemes, we must first come to terms with the undeniable reality of evil spirits, or demons, and their capacity to possess people. This reality isn’t a phenomenon confined to ancient texts or distant lands; it is a spiritual truth that transcends all faith traditions. Temples, synagogues, mosques, and churches—no sacred space is entirely immune to their influence. We shouldn’t find it strange to occupy a pew with a person grappling with an evil spirit.

Consider the stark illustration in Luke 4:33-35, where a man possessed by an impure spirit cried out in a synagogue, “Go away! What do you want with us, Jesus of Nazareth? Have you come to destroy us? I know who you are—the Holy One of God!” This biblical account underscores a critical truth: if demon-possessed individuals can be found in the temple, and if God in Jesus Christ is present at church, what makes us think demons can’t find our addresses? Those possessed by evil spirits are everywhere; they are in the White House, the Senate, Congress, police stations, schools, and city hall.Disturbingly, they are even in the church, some in Sunday school, and for some of us, they are in our very homes.

The sole aim of this adversary is to destroy the God-given potential within you. Evil is hellbent on ensuring that you never realize the power you possess as a child of God. The Bible consistently depicts the violent and destructive nature of demons toward those they possess. In Acts 19, an evil spirit jumped on several Jewish exorcists, overpowering them and sending them running, stripped of their clothes and dignity. Another account describes a demon throwing a possessed man down in front of the Lord Himself. These vivid narratives highlight the tangible impact of spiritual oppression.

Three crucial understandings about evil emerge from these encounters, each vital for effective spiritual engagement: 

Evil is Strong and a Bully: This isn’t a passive force we can ignore. Evil is an active, aggressive entity that will relentlessly wrestle to overpower you or your loved ones. It seeks to dominate, control, and ultimately destroy. Recognizing its strength means we approach spiritual warfare with a sober awareness of the formidable opposition, preventing us from underestimating its tactics or becoming complacent. It’s a reminder that we cannot fight this battle with just our own strength. 

The Person Possessed Is a Victim, Not an Enemy: This distinction is profoundly important. When we encounter individuals under demonic influence, our posture should be one of compassion, not condemnation. The evil Spirit is the aggressor; the person is merely its host, a captive suffering under its oppression. Discerning this allows us to direct our spiritual efforts toward the deliverance of the victim, focusing our compassion and prayers on their freedom rather than viewing them as the antagonists. 

Evil Recognizes and Submits to the Authority of Jesus Christ: This is the cornerstone of our hope and the ultimate key to victory. Despite its strength and bullying nature, evil is not sovereign. Every demonic entity, every spiritual force of darkness, is ultimately subordinate to the power and authority of Jesus Christ. This truth empowers believers when we operate in the authority granted to us through Christ. Even the most formidable evil is compelled to submit. It means our victory is assured, not through our might, but through the indisputable power of our Lord.

Failing in the Fight

Despite the clear reality of spiritual warfare and the power available through Christ, many struggle to engage in the fight effectively. One significant reason lies in a misapplication of spiritual authority, as exemplified by the sons of Sceva in Acts 19:13. These Jews, who “went around driving out evil spirits, tried to invoke the name of the Lord Jesus over those who were demon-possessed.” They would declare, “In the name of the Jesus whom Paul preaches, I command you to come out.”

However, their efforts backfired catastrophically. As commentators note, Sceva was likely not a legitimate Jewish high priest but perhaps a self-styled leader of a pagan cult who found it profitable to pose as a Jew. His “sons” attempted to wield the name of Jesus like an unfamiliar weapon, and it exploded in their hands. They were taught a brutal lesson about the danger of using the name of Jesus superficially or opportunistically, dabbling in the supernatural. Their lack of genuine connection and authority rendered their invocation powerless. This ancient account illuminates a contemporary problem. We are failing in the fight because we are faking in the fight. Many have Jesus on their lips, but their hearts are far removed from Him. We may maintain a form of godliness, adhering to outward religious practices, but we deny its inherent power. Such a state leaves us utterly unfit for the spiritual battle. Knowing about Jesus is not enough; we must know Him intimately, have a genuine relationship, and walk in His authority.

Fighting to Win

Now to the foundational call of Ephesians 6:10-17: “Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes… Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.“

To effectively stand, Paul instructs us on the specific parts of this divine armor: 

Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist: Just as a belt holds a soldier’s tunic and other gear in place, truth provides stability and integrity to our spiritual lives. The unwavering foundation of God’s Word grounds us in reality, protecting against the deception and lies of the enemy. 

With the breastplate of righteousness in place: A breastplate protects the vital organs. Righteousness, imputed (Christ’s righteousness credited to us) and practical (living according to God’s moral standards), guards our hearts and consciences against accusation and guilt, ensuring our spiritual vitality. 

And with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace: Soldiers needed sturdy footwear for long marches and battle. Our readiness to spread the good news of peace with God and to live in that peace provides us with stability and purpose, enabling us to advance spiritually and withstand the enemy’s assaults. 

In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one: A shield protects the entire body from incoming attacks. Faith is our active trust and confidence in God, serving as a protective barrier that deflects and nullifies the fiery temptations, doubts, and accusations that the enemy hurls our way. 

Take the helmet of salvation: The helmet protects the most vulnerable part of the body—the head. Salvation, our assurance of God’s deliverance and eternal life through Christ, guards our minds from despair, fear, and confusion, keeping our thoughts fixed on God’s victorious plan. 

And the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God: This is the only offensive weapon in the armor. The Word of God, inspired by the Holy Spirit, is sharp and powerful. It allows us to actively engage the enemy, counter false doctrines, and dismantle strongholds, not just defending but advancing God’s kingdom.

The solution to our failing in the spiritual fight lies not in rituals or borrowed power but in authentic faithfulness to our Lord Jesus Christ. We must be intentional and have an empowered readiness for the unseen war. To stand in the strength of God’s power requires more than words; it demands a life fully yielded to Him, clothed in His divine armor, and ready to engage the spiritual forces that seek to overpower us. By consciously putting on and utilizing each piece of this spiritual armor, we are not merely defending ourselves but actively demonstrating the mighty power of the Lord in our lives.

Just a Little While

Just a Little While

The human heart yearns for arrival. From the impatient child in the backseat, “Are we there yet?” to the adult wrestling with life’s profound challenges, the question echoes: “Lord, how long until my breakthrough? When will this season of waiting finally end?” This persistent inquiry is not a sign of weakness, but a testament to our innate desire for resolution, for the fulfillment of God’s promises in our lives. Yet, what if our “arrival” is not solely a matter of God’s timing, but also intimately connected to our posture in the pause? To uncover the profound purpose embedded within our periods of anticipation and trial, let’s turn to a passage of immense comfort and challenge: 1 Peter 5:6-11 (NIV). Peter, writing to believers undergoing severe persecution, offers not a quick escape, but a divine framework for flourishing within the furnace of affliction. He writes: “Humble yourselves, therefore, under God’s mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that the family of believers throughout the world is undergoing the same kind of sufferings. And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast. To him be the power for ever and ever. Amen.” This “suffering” Peter speaks of is not merely fleeting discomfort, but a comprehensive term for the trials, hardships, and pains that often accompany a life of faith. It’s the prolonged illness, the chronic financial strain, the fractured relationship, the seemingly unanswered prayer. Our deepest struggle isn’t always the presence of difficulty itself, but the agonizing duration of the wait for its resolution. Yet, within these verses, God Himself offers a transformative lens through which to view our “lingering hardships,” revealing their meaning, purpose, and most importantly, their divinely appointed end.

Peter doesn’t leave us languishing in our impatience; he provides a clear, actionable pathway to navigate the waiting room of life with grace and strength. The first, and perhaps most crucial, step is to humble yourselves, therefore, under God’s mighty hand.” Humility, in this context, is not self-deprecation, but a profound acknowledgment of God’s absolute sovereignty and our complete dependence on Him. It means releasing our grip on control, relinquishing our prideful attempts to orchestrate our own breakthroughs. We often believe that if we just strategize harder, work longer, or worry more intensely, we can accelerate our arrival. But Peter reminds us that true elevation—”that he may lift you up”—comes in “due time,” God’s perfect time, not our own. This humbling posture leads directly to the second command: “Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.” Our anxieties are often the direct result of our perceived lack of control. When we humbly acknowledge God’s “mighty hand” over every circumstance, we empower ourselves to genuinely lay down our burdens. The Greek word for “cast” here (epiriptó) implies a decisive, once-and-for-all throwing off. It’s not a polite handing over, but a forceful release. Why can we do this? Because He cares. This isn’t a passive interest; it’s an active, compassionate, fatherly concern that embraces every detail of our lives. When we fully grasp His care, the weight of waiting, though still present, becomes immeasurably lighter. We are suffering the wait, yes, but never without the intimate presence and unwavering support of the Almighty.

As we humble ourselves and cast our anxieties, Peter issues a vital warning: “Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.” Our periods of waiting and suffering are not merely passive experiences; they are battlegrounds. The adversary, ever vigilant, seeks to exploit our vulnerability, to plant seeds of doubt, despair, and discouragement. He wants us to believe God has forgotten us, that our faith is futile, that our suffering is pointless. Being “alert and of sober mind” means exercising spiritual discernment. It means guarding our thoughts, saturating ourselves with truth, and recognizing the enemy’s insidious tactics. How often do we see individuals, just on the cusp of a breakthrough, succumb to temptation or discouragement, thereby missing their divine appointment? Satan’s objective is to ensure we never arrive at God’s intended destiny. He seeks to derail us, to convince us that our purpose is unattainable. But Peter assures us that “resistance” is possible, by “standing firm in the faith,” and by remembering that our “family of believers throughout the world is undergoing the same kind of sufferings.” We are not alone in this fight; there is strength and solidarity in our shared journey.

This is where the true glory of the passage shines through, offering not just a promise, but a divine guarantee: “And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast.” The phrase “a little while” is crucial. In the context of eternity, even a lifetime of suffering is but a fleeting moment. God, who is “the God of all grace,” will not allow our suffering to be in vain. He is actively working within our waiting. This promise is rich with transformative verbs: He will restore what is broken, heal what is wounded, and bring back what was lost. He will make you strong as our weakness in suffering becomes the crucible for divine strength, forging resilience we could not have otherwise gained. He will make us firm, establishing us with a solid footing, ensuring our faith is unshakeable; the KJV’s “establish you” perfectly captures this sense of foundational stability. Finally, He will make us steadfast, resolute and unwavering, enabling us to stand firm against future trials. There is, indeed, a profound purpose in waiting. It is in the “agony of the wait” that our character is refined, our faith deepened, and our dependence on God solidified. The Lord, in His infinite wisdom, knows that if success comes too easily, without the crucible of patience and perseverance, we might not appreciate its value, nor possess the inner fortitude to sustain it. He desires for us not fleeting victories, but a “firm footing on life’s triumphs”—an enduring success built on a foundation of tested faith. So, the next time you find yourself asking, “Are we there yet, Lord?” take heart. You are not stuck; you are in a divine process. Humble yourself under His mighty hand, casting every anxiety upon Him because He deeply cares. Be vigilant against the enemy’s schemes, standing firm in the knowledge that you are part of a global family of faith. Trust that the “little while” of your suffering is a purposeful prelude to God’s glorious work of restoration, strengthening, firming, and establishing you. To Him be the power forever and ever. Amen.

Solid Witness

Solid Witness

As we progress in postmodernity more Americans, than ever, are asking why Christianity is still so prevalent in our time. Believers in Jesus Christ are being mocked by a growing cynicism that asserts far too many Americans are still unintelligently infatuated with Jesus in the new millennium. There are a multitude of explanations for why our critics think we are silly for still believing in what they consider fairy tales about the deity of Jesus. The biggest reason critics of Christianity cannot comprehend our commitment to our faith is because they grossly underestimate the power of solid witness.

It is because of solid witness Christianity is prevalent today. Without the witness of Jesus’ resurrection Christianity may have died on the cross a forgotten fable. But, after his execution Jesus visited his followers. Like usual, he was met with disbelief. According to the witness in the Gospel of Luke Jesus put on a demonstration of his “realness” by urging people to touch him to ensure them that they were not seeing a ghost. The same Gospel records Jesus eating a piece of broiled fish; post execution. This is not to say that there were not times in which the witness made claims about Jesus appearing in a mysteriously inexplicable way after he died. Rather, it is to say that Jesus did appear resurrected as a solid being. After his death Jesus briefly appeared as one that could be seen plainly, and touched physically. He ate food, and he had apparent wounds. Christianity is alive today because of the testimony of former-unbelieving people who witnessed a solid Jesus Christ, pre and post his crucifixion.

Our critics should be aware that Christianity was birthed out of a milieu of skepticism, unbelief and scrutiny. Different from today, the consequences of making false claims about God in the First Century were deadly. Those who held claim to the extraordinary occurrences of Jesus had far more to lose than an exhaustive argument about who God is, or if God is. More difficult than accepting the professions of Jesus, is believing that multiple witnesses would be willing to die for telling imaginative stories. The testimony of those who witnessed Jesus Christ in the flesh is (1) solid in that they had far more to lose than to gain by fabricating events. Their witness is (2) solid in that they had no earthly incentive to tell such outrageous, socially unacceptable stories. Their witness is (3) solid in that they had to overcome their own doubt when encountering Jesus resurrected. In other words, it took some convincing on Jesus’ part to show that he was not a ghost, but solid. They witnessed a resurrected, solid Jesus.

Those of us who accept the testimony of Jesus’ disciples as solid witness know something that non-Christian intellectuals don’t. That is, critical thinking is not void of emotional intelligence. Just as sound decision-making requires that you use your head, it equally demands you use your gut (instinct). There are some things we simply cannot comprehend without first taking the risk of exercising faith. Sometimes we must put forth what we feel, apart from what we think. A skydiver never really knows whether her parachute is going to open until she takes a leap of faith. Thus, before jumping she is left to trust the testimonies of all those who leaped before her. Only after we decide to believe God in Jesus Christ will we be able to add to our faith knowledge. Christians know that when our intellect runs out our faith can carry us the rest of the way. This is not enough to convince a determined skeptic that Jesus was God incarnate. Nor is that the aim. The purpose is to illustrate that no intellectual pursuit will prove Jesus’ deity above the convicting testimony of a solid witness. We either believe the witness, or we don’t.

Jesus said to Thomas, after he demanded proof that Jesus had been resurrected, “Because you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed (John 20:29).” Believers are blessed because we know that only after taking a leap of faith we can give solid witness of Jesus Christ. Christianity will remain to be prevalent as long as we continue to give solid witness. We need to be careful not to leave this generation, or the next to wrestle with the nature of God with nothing more than intellect. We must pass on to them what was given to us, the testimonies of solid witness.

Read: Luke 24:36-43 & John 20: 24-27

 

Tidying Up

Tidying Up

What do we know, teach and do about morality? In this expanding ideological society “morality” is becoming an increasingly ambiguous term. Though the term “moral” has never been one in which we could speak about definitively, there are some attributes of morality that we all ascribe to in common. At the basic level most people would agree that human beings ought to be kind and helpful to one another. The problem is we view this basic attribute as the pinnacle of moral standard. Contrary, kindness and helpfulness is the least we do to demonstrate our sense of morality. Kindness and helpfulness is where we begin in celebrating the evolution of our humanness, not where we end.

We fail miserably at the ground level of morality; which probably explains why most of us never reach beyond being kind and helpful to others. If we were to graduate from the ground level of morality we would find that there is more to it than the way we behave towards others. There is also the morality that exists within us for us. It is the way we temper our self-destructive behavior. Our internal morality should serve to warn us of the sins we commit against ourselves. To behave with moral integrity is to be kind to others while being kind to ourselves. How moral are we if we offer the best of ourselves to others, but inflict our mind, body and spirit with toxic pollutants (e.g. selfishness, drugs, cigarettes, profanity, laziness, porn, drunkenness, poor diet)?

Demonstrating moral integrity consist of being kind and helpful to both, others and ourselves. Perhaps, only after we master these two levels of morality can we truly advance to the third and final dimension. That is, living in peace with our Creator. The ultimate morality is to express continuous gratitude for being made. We express thankfulness by celebrating creation in its various forms, and honoring the Creator. Anything less than acknowledging and paying homage to that which is responsible for your existence is immoral.

These are the three levels of morality we must know, teach and do; be kind and helpful to others as well as to ourself, while paying homage to our Creator. It is evident in how we behave towards one another that what has been simply stated about morality here is proving to be increasingly difficult as we become more diverse in our thinking. Progress we must, but how far can we expect to advance if we fail to tidy up on morality?

Read Mark 7:21-23