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Ascending and Descending

Ascending and Descending

Have you ever found yourself stranded in the ‘in-between’? It is that uncomfortable, disorienting space where you have left behind what was familiar, yet you haven’t arrived at where you are going. You are suspended in transit—navigating the wilderness, surrounded by uncertainty, and wondering whether God has somehow lost track of your location.

In Genesis 28, we meet a man caught in the ultimate in-between: Jacob. Verse 10 records a geographical detail that doubles as a spiritual diagnosis: “Jacob left Beersheba and set out for Harran.” Beersheba was home, the land of promise, covenantal security, and family warmth. Harran was a distant, unknown, intimidating territory. But Jacob didn’t leave home on a planned vacation or a peaceful pilgrimage; he fled.

Just chapters earlier, Jacob lived up to the literal meaning of his name—the “heel-catcher” or “supplanter.” He deceived his blind father, Isaac, and manipulated his twin brother, Esau, out of his birthright and blessing. Now, with Esau hunting his life, Jacob runs into the desert with no security detail, no travel companions, no luggage, and no cushion of comfort. He carries only a wooden staff in his hand, a heavy burden of guilt in his chest, and the echo of a death threat ringing in his ears.

When the sun sets, Jacob stops out of sheer exhaustion. The scripture simply notes: “He came to a certain place.”Notice that the text does not even dignify the location with a name initially—it is just “a certain place,” a nameless, barren, dusty patch of dirt in the wilderness. Exhausted, isolated, and terrified, Jacob does the unthinkable: he picks up a rock, places it under his head as a pillow, and falls asleep under the cold night sky.

Can you feel the vulnerability of that moment and the hard edge of that stone? Jacob was at his absolute lowest point, physically exhausted, emotionally drained, socially isolated, and spiritually bankrupt. If anyone seemed entirely disqualified from receiving a divine revelation from the Creator of the universe, it was Jacob on that dark night. Yet, it is precisely in this undeserving place that heaven breaches earth.

As Jacob sleeps on that hard rock, he dreams. In this dream, he beholds a sullam. Traditionally translated into English as a “ladder,” the Hebrew term more accurately describes a massive, elevated stairway or grand stone ramp, much like the ziggurats of ancient Mesopotamia. This was no rickety wooden ladder; it was a majestic highway of stone whose base rested firmly in the earthly dirt while its top reached into the highest heavens.

On this divine highway, Jacob observes a startling detail: “the angels of God were ascending and descending on it.”(Genesis 28:12) Take a close look at the sequence. The scripture does not say they descended and ascended; it explicitly says they were ascending first, and then descending. If angels reside in heaven, why are they going up before coming down?

The early church father Saint Augustine, along with generations of scholars since, pointed out a profound spiritual truth hidden in this order: The angels were already on the ground with Jacob before he even realized it. While Jacob was running in fear, while he was weeping in isolation, and while he was placing his head on a cold stone, God’s celestial messengers were already standing guard in the dirt beside him. They ascended to report, and they descended to minister.

This sequence reveals a crucial truth about God’s character: Heaven is not locked away behind distant, closed doors. We often drift into the quiet misconception that God is an aloof, distant observer who only intervenes when we have our lives completely cleaned up. But the vision of the stairway reveals a bustling, dynamic, continuous connection between heaven and earth. God’s grace is never static; it is constantly active, surrounding us long before our spiritual eyes are opened to see it.

As Jacob’s eyes trace the stairway upward, he sees the Lord Himself standing at the summit. In a human story, this would be the moment for a divine reprimand. We would expect God to say, “Jacob, look at the mess you’ve made! Look at how you lied to your father and cheated your brother! Go back, fix your life, and then we can talk.” Instead, God does not descend in judgment; He descends in covenant.

Listen to the promise God speaks over this exhausted fugitive:

“I am the Lord, the God of your father Abraham and the God of Isaac. I will give you and your descendants the land on which you are lying… I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go, and I will bring you back to this land. I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you.” (Genesis 28:13-15)

This is stunning grace. Jacob did not pray for this encounter; he did not fast, build an altar, or present an offering. Theologians refer to this as prevenient grace—the grace of God that goes before us. It is the persistent love that pursues us before we know we are lost and meets us when we have nothing left to give. In this revelation, God makes three unconditional pledges: His Presence (“I am with you”), His Protection (“I will watch over you wherever you go”), and His Permanence (“I will not leave you”).

God does not condition these promises on Jacob’s perfection; He anchors them entirely in His own unfailing character. Your present location—no matter how desolate—does not limit God’s capacity to distribute His grace. He does not demand that you escape the wilderness before He meets you; He enters the wilderness to be with you.

In verse 16, the dream vanishes, and the morning sun rises over the horizon. Jacob opens his eyes. Externally, nothing about his physical circumstances has altered: he is still in the barren desert, the wind is still cold, and the ground is still hard. But internally, everything has shifted. Jacob speaks with holy awe: “Surely the Lord is in this place, and I was not aware of it.”

What a profound confession! He does not say God was absent; he admits that he was simply unaware. How often do we walk through our days blinded to the divine presence around us? Caught up in our anxieties, financial pressures, family struggles, or career demands, we trek right past the thin places where heaven meets earth.

Jacob does not leave this encounter as a passive observer. He acts upon it. He takes the very stone he used as a pillow—the symbol of his pain, exhaustion, and loneliness—and sets it up as a pillar. He pours oil over it, consecrates it, and renames the place Bethel, meaning “House of God.” His act of worship transforms the landscape, turning the scene of his deepest vulnerability into an altar of lasting faith.

Centuries later, Jesus stood before His early followers and declared: “Very truly I tell you, you will see heaven open, and the angels of God ascending and descending on the Son of Man.” (John 1:51) Jesus intentionally referenced Jacob’s dream, but with a revolutionary revelation: Jesus did not come merely to point out where the stairway was located—He declared that He IS the stairway.

Jesus is the ultimate sullam. In His divinity, He reaches the highest heaven; in His humanity, He plants His feet firmly in our earthly dust. Through Christ, every place can become a Bethel, and access to the Father is no longer restricted by geography or human merit.

What is the hard “stone” you are resting on today? Is it fear, grief, guilt, or an uncertain future? Do not despise your stone. In the hands of God, the place of your greatest trial can become the monument of His greatest mercy. Wake up to His presence today, for He promises: “I am with you, and I will not leave you.”

The Filthy Priest

The Filthy Priest

In the quiet corners of our conscience, most of us carry a persistent, nagging fear: the fear of being found out. We spend a lifetime curated for the public eye, carefully laundering our reputations and stitching together a persona that suggests we are “good people.” We use our professional achievements, our moral stances, and even our religious activities as a sort of spiritual detergent. But in the late hours of the night, when the curated self drops its guard, we know the truth. We know about the “filthy garments” tucked away in the closets of our hearts.

The third chapter of the Book of Zechariah offers us one of the most provocative and startling scenes in all of literature. It is a courtroom drama that strips away the veneer of human effort and forces us to look at how a holy God interacts with a broken humanity. It is a story about a man named Joshua, a High Priest who was supposed to be the pinnacle of purity, but who stood in the presence of the Divine covered in human waste. In this narrative, we find the architecture of redemptive grace. Here we see a grace that is as scandalous as it is beautiful.

What is Grace?

To understand the weight of Zechariah’s vision, we must first grapple with the definition of grace. In our modern vernacular, we often use “grace” as a synonym for “niceness” or “politeness.” But in the courtroom of God, grace is a legal term. It is best understood in contrast to justice and mercy.

Justice is the baseline of the universe; it is getting exactly what you deserve. It is the law of sowing and reaping. The scale is balanced perfectly. If you commit a crime, justice demands the same weight in penalty. It is the objective standard by which the universe maintains its moral order.

Mercy is the suspension of that penalty. It is the judge looking at the guilty and deciding not to give them what they deserve. Mercy is reducing the weight or eliminating it altogether. It is a stay of execution; it is the pardon that stops the hand of judgment.

Grace, however, is the most radical of the three. Grace is getting exactly what you do not deserve. It is not merely the absence of punishment (mercy); it is the presence of unearned favor. Logically, grace is an “unmerited intervention.” It is a gift given to a recipient who has not only failed to earn it but has actively earned its opposite. In the vision of Zechariah, we see this logic play out in real-time, moving beyond abstract definitions into a gritty, lived reality.

The Case Against Us

Zechariah 3:1 opens with a scene of terrifying clarity: “Then he showed me Joshua the high priest standing before the angel of the Lord, and Satan standing at his right hand to accuse him.”

The setting is a courtroom. Joshua the High Priest represents more than himself; he is the corporate representative of the people of Israel. He is the one who is supposed to offer sacrifices for the sins of the nation. He is the “cleanest” man available. Yet, the text tells us in verse 3 that Joshua was clothed in “filthy garments.”

The Hebrew word for “filthy” used here is tso’im. It is not the word for common dust or the sweat of a day’s work. It is an excremental term. It refers to that which is most foul, most repulsive, and most shameful. Imagine the scene: the representative of God’s people standing in the throne room of heaven, and he literally smells of death and decay. The very person meant to bridge the gap between man and God is the one who most embodies the gap.

Satan, the Accuser, stands at his right hand. We often think of Satan as a liar, but in this courtroom, he doesn’t need to lie. He only needs to tell the truth. He points at the waste on Joshua’s robes. He points at the stains. He is essentially saying to God, “How can You call this man yours? Look at him. He is a walking contradiction of Your holiness. If You are a just God, You must consume him.”

And Joshua? Joshua is silent. There is no defense to be made. When our sin is laid bare before the blinding light of God’s holiness, “being a good person” is revealed as a bankrupt argument. We, like Joshua, have no opening statement because our guilt is not a matter of debate—it is a matter of record.

God Interrupts

What happens next is the essence of the Gospel. Before the Accuser can finish his closing argument, the Judge speaks. But He doesn’t speak to Joshua; He speaks to the Accuser.

“The Lord rebuke you, O Satan! The Lord who has chosen Jerusalem rebuke you! Is not this a brand plucked from the fire?” (v. 2)

Notice that the Lord does not argue that Joshua is clean. He does not offer a counterargument to the filth. Instead, He points to His own choice. The defense for the sinner is not the sinner’s character, but the Savior’s election. God’s choice is the shield that stops the Accuser’s darts.

God describes Joshua as a “brand plucked from the fire.” Think of a charred stick in a campfire. The stick is already burning. It is black, smoking, and on the verge of turning to ash. It has no power to jump out of the fire. It has no agency, no “free will” that can overcome the laws of combustion. If it is saved, it is because a hand reached into the heat, suffered the burn, and snatched it out. This is the first movement of grace: God reaches into the judgment we were already experiencing and claims us as His own based on nothing but His own sovereign will.

The Great Exchange

The vision moves from the verbal rebuke to a physical transformation. The Angel of the Lord commands those standing by to “Take off the filthy clothes from him.” God doesn’t just “overlook” the filth. He removes it. He takes the source of our shame and puts it away “as far as the east is from the west.” But grace does not leave us naked.

The Angel says to Joshua, “Behold, I have taken your iniquity away from you, and I will clothe you with pure vestments.”This is the scandal. Joshua did not wash those clothes. He did not go home and scrub until his knuckles bled. He stood still, in all his foulness, and was passive while the King’s attendants draped him in “pure vestments”—robes of state, garments of honor.

This is the great exchange: our rags for His riches. Our filth for His finery. The text even records that Zechariah, watching this, gets swept up in the moment and shouts, “Let them put a clean turban on his head!” (v. 5). The transformation is complete. The man who was a “brand” in the fire is now a Priest in the palace. He is restored to a position of dignity that he never deserved, wearing clothes he never earned.

Removed in a Single Day

The narrative concludes by looking forward. God speaks of a “Servant,” a “Branch,” and a “Stone” with seven eyes. He makes a startling promise: “I will remove the iniquity of this land in a single day” (v. 9).

For the original audience, this was a prophecy. For us, it is history.

How can a holy God take a filthy priest and just… change his clothes? How can He be just and still justify the ungodly? The answer is that the “filth” had to go somewhere. The fire that was consuming the “brand” had to be satisfied. Law and Justice cannot simply be ignored; they must be fulfilled.

Centuries after Zechariah’s vision, the True and Better Joshua—Jesus—stood in another courtroom. Unlike the Joshua of Zechariah 3, Jesus was actually innocent. He was the only human being to ever wear “pure vestments” of perfect, unspotted righteousness. But on a Friday outside of Jerusalem, the roles were reversed in a cosmic transaction.

On the Cross, Jesus Christ was “clothed” in our filthy garments. He took upon Himself the tso’im of our lives—our vomit, our waste, our betrayals, our secret shames. He became the “brand” that was not plucked from the fire. He stayed in the fire of God’s justice until the fire had nothing left to burn. He was consumed so that we could be claimed.

Because of that “single day” on Calvary, we are gifted eternal grace. When we stand before the Lord today, the Accuser may still point to our stains, but the Judge points to the Cross. He points to the “pure vestments” of Christ that now cover our lives.

Wearing the Robes

The message of Zechariah 3 doesn’t end with us just being “forgiven.” It ends with an invitation to “walk in My ways.” This is where many of us get grace wrong. We think the “walking” is how we get the “vestments.” But in the biblical economy, the order is everything. We do not walk in His ways to earn the clothes; we walk in His ways because we have the clothes.

The life of the believer is not a struggle to become clean; it is the joyful response of someone who has already been washed. It is the freedom of the “Filthy Priest” who realized that his filth didn’t have the final word—God’s grace did. We no longer walk in fear of being found out, because we have already been found, plucked, and clothed.

As we navigate our own “Lo-debars” and our own courtrooms of shame, may we hear the rebuke of the Lord against our Accuser. May we feel the weight of the “pure vestments” on our shoulders—a weight that is not heavy, but comforting. And may we live with the staggering confidence that we are no longer defined by the fire we were in, but by the Hand that plucked us out.